The Bachelorette: Graham

Ok so my stomach is still turning after last nights most dramatic rose ceremony to date :) (seriously though this one was!). Ok so we all know by now that I love me some Graham but last night just made me love him more. I have known this whole time that Graham could not handle the cameras. I think when he signed up for the bachelorette he thought "What the hey I will just give it a try" and did not know what to expect. I have said this a million times but I think Graham was the most real person on the show, he never put on a show and always expressed he was uncomfortable with the situation. Last night after DeAnna said things like "he is the sexiest guy", "I can't keep my hands off him" and "he is the one I am falling in love with" she sent Graham packing. During the emotional good bye between the two you felt for Graham bc he was so uncomfortable and you could tell he had so much to say but did not know how to say it. She was so angry with him bc she truly did love him and didn't feel he loved her in return and I am sure when she looked at him and said "I am sending the only guy I am falling in love with home" he was about to jump out of his skin. The moment that gave me chills was when he stood up and handed her the letter saying "I knew I wouldn't be able to say everything I wanted to say this is for you, not some show not anyone else just you." I think this is who Graham is he isn't into letting America know all his business and it is hard enough to express his feeling to one single person much less in front of the world. Plus he truly had feelings for her it wasn't about the show and he felt like he was acting if he let the whole world in, it makes since to me. My heart honestly broke for him bc you could see how both of them knew this might be a mistake. And for the first time that I ever remember on the bachelor, in the limo ride after the rose ceremony no words were spoken just panning into Graham's eyes as they welded with tears.

Side note: I definitely pressed pause as they panned over the letter as DeAnna read it and here are the words I could make out "Where to start? I want to apologize....way I ....realize.....circumstances...." Ok I know that isn't much but like I said earlier I think he was telling DeAnna he was so sorry he couldn't say what she wanted him to say on Camera but the circumstances made it to difficult for him.

I can't wait to see next weeks the men tell all. Graham will be back and it will be interesting to see him and DeAnna's interaction.

still TEAM GRAHAM!!!!

Happy Watching,

Sarah Beth